The abstract feeling

Being an engineering student is not easy, especially when you are in a college where college can only provide you with a degree.

‌It's the phase where we get obsessed with so many things for the first time. We experience things that we have never thought of. We deal with the patch up, breakup, fake friends, huge syllabus, and a lot of things.

‌it's the only phase where we start converting our pressures to skills or depression.

‌After making so many efforts in intermediate, we somehow manage to get admission to an engineering college with the hope that may be the days are going to be better.

‌Things are amazing when we get into college, the best part according to me is the strangers becoming part of our life, nothing less than a family. Everything seems like heaven only till the end sem date sheets are announced.

‌This is the first time we realize that the last few hours mean a lot. For most of us, these last few hours are the only hope. Along with learning to manage and share our pressure, we learn to share other's pressure. In simple words, we develop the skills of the adviser 😛.

‌Till the end of the 2nd sem rather I can say after the start of the 3rd sem everything seems doable. But, believe me, it's not in reality for most of us. The pressure we feel after the start of the 4th sem leads to stress and depression. Because it's the phase where we realise the things we have missed because of experiencing those heaven kinds of feeling, without having any idea of the consequences.

‌ Things start becoming complicated day by day. The very first time when we realise the loss of postponing things. It's not so easy to manage everything as per decided but it's not so tough to reach the decided goal. Again it cannot be achieved unless and until we have the determination to achieve it. 

‌Yes, it's normal if you are feeling low from the inside, it's normal if you are comparing yourself with others and you feel like you should have become the better version of yourself. It's normal if you are feeling like I don't have enough time. But it's not normal if you are still wasting your valuable time, it's not normal if you are not trying to be the better version of yourself. All we need is a kick-start. Let's do it✌️

‌lastly, I would like to add, In the cycle of becoming a better version of you don't be like anyone else. just be yourself.